Black Mirror+Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind+The Stanley Parable. “The worker therefore only feels himself outside his work, and in his work feels outside himself. He feels at home when he is not working, and when he is working he does not feel at home. His labor is therefore not voluntary, but coerced; it is forced labor.” Brought to you by Apple.
It actually feels desperate when your fantasy is fulfilled. Coz it only lived inside your dream and from now on you get no place to hide when you are looking for a shelter. You got it once and then you lost it forever.