"Something horrible is happening inside of me and I don't know why. My nightly bloodlust has overflown into my days. I feel lethal, on the verge of frenzy. I think my mask of sanity is about to slip." 灵魂和脸面及至空无内里投射于社会个体化分裂荒诞结局里黑心的房地产商…
“Reality burst open.” “Give me some proof of God!” “Longing and denial. Trust and distrust. I don’t know if love is proof of God’s existence, or if love is God himself.” “For you, love and God are the same.” “That thought helps me in my emptiness and my dirty despair. Suddenly the emptiness turns into abundance, and despair into life.”